#4 "E" Hot Diggie Dog..

Holy Smokes.

Lots of trusting is happening around here.

I thought when I journaled back on January 24th I had some growing to do. Today I have more trusting to do than I did before. But I think that's what this life is. MORE. Depth. Growing. Process. All in. That's what we all want right? Just not the pain to get there. That's what Donald Miller says so eloquently in Million Miles in A Thousand Years. I'm just in the straight up application of it right now.

So here we go. Again. With depth.

To entrust that..

This whole basketball club team will work out for Aidan. And it will be good. And we can still go to Disney and Fort and travel. 
 
To entrust that..

Summer. That in itself is my greatest fear and struggle right now.

To entrust that..

My job. Hot diggie dog. That's all I can say. This is a biggie. This is a "God what are you seriously up to?!"

 To entrust that..

Someday we can sell the house and travel and have a sailboat and live simply.

 
To entrust that..

We are molding and shaping our boys into Godly men and that sacrifice is what it is all about right now. And that joy is what is all about. 

To entrust that..

God has it. Whatever my it is...my need for new vibrams, desire to run, wanting to live less selfishly but then struggling when that becomes a reality...

To entrust all of it. Not just my todays and yesterdays but my tomorrows. Yikes.But one thing I know for sure you can't entrust your life to somebody you don't know. So God help me know you in all this. Relationship and entrust go hand and hand.

Depth. More.