#4 "P" Face your Yuck

Listening to this right now...and letting myself be filled because if I'm honest I'm stinking empty right now. It's  been a week of admitting some deep yuck about my life. It's been a week of realizing that I am selfish. It's been a week of realizing that I no matter how many books I read or podcasts I have listened to lately I still struggle with proving that I can do it all on my own. But even worse I choose to do it my own because then I'm not accountable to anyone. That's such yuck and selfishness that I thought was gone. But silly me I am finding that it's not something that I just have "gone" but something that I surrender day after day. After day. After. Day. 

And then I wake up and see sunrises and go for walks hand in hand with my love and eat tacos and watch Friends and see that life has hope and healing. Always, even when you face your yuck. Especially when you face your yuck. And that is something to celebrate. 

And today I trusted that I don't have to fill myself...instead the filling comes when I trust. Not in my myself...quite the opposite. 

"In God We Trust"

Overwhelmed but I won’t break
Through the battle I will say
Your grace will be enough
Your grace will be enough

Under fire but we won’t fall
We will never be alone
You’ll always be enough
You’ll always be enough

Now in God we trust
In His Name we hope
I know God will not be shaken
God is here with us
He’s already won
I know God will not be shaken

We will follow where You go
We will trust through the unknown
I know You go before
I know You go before

Lead my heart now in Your ways
For we’re carrying Your Name
Your promise never fails
Your promise never fails

You finish what You begun
Forever strong in Your love
Your Name is sure
And You will fight for us
Our hope forever secure
In You alone